I 2018 Singer Jesse Jay (33) In London, during a concert it was a little out of the ordinary. She came from the stage with a very special inspiration.
Four years ago, I was told that I could not have children. It’s okay, I’m going to have kids, believe me. When my doctor told me, my reaction was, “Oh, nooooooooooo,” she said from the stage, according to And! News.
Jesse J. Personally: – I can’t have children
Now, three years later, the artist shares another heartbreaking news. She managed to get pregnant, but her happiness did not last long.
Now she is open about her recent miscarriage.
grieving process
The 33-year-old posted a very honest Instagram post this week, in which it was revealed that she has decided to “have children on her own.” But on her third ultrasound, she was told there was no longer a heartbeat.
“Yesterday morning I laughed with a friend and said should I seriously do a show tomorrow without telling the audience that I’m pregnant.” Yesterday afternoon, I was afraid to get through the ceremony without having a meltdown,” she wrote on a photo of her giving a positive pregnancy test.
“This morning I feel like I have no control over my feelings. I may change others to post this. Or maybe not. I actually don’t know.”
The artist also writes that she knows very well that she has to go through a mourning process, but perhaps holding a concert helps her in the process.
Birth Drama: – It was dark purple
‘Still… in shock’
Jessie J, whose real name is Jessica Ellen Cornish, explains that having a baby on her own is all she ever wanted, and that life is short.
“Pregnancy was a miracle in itself and an experience I will never forget and never have again. I am still in shock, overwhelmed with sadness. But I know I am strong, and I know things will go well,” she wrote in the post.
The 33-year-old wrote in closing that she was looking forward to having the concert in Los Angeles, despite the heavy message.
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